Lincoln stirred in his cell, half awake. He slept on
a mattress thrown across the floor; the prison was overcrowded and
all four bunks had occupants. Lincoln looked around him and saw only
one man awake, Salmon P. Chase. "I had the dream again," he
whispered. "I think good news is coming."
Lincoln spent the early morning lying
on his mattress trying to fall back asleep. When the lights came on
at seven, he picked up the newspaper and tried to read. He was too
depressed to have the patience, however, and he ended up spending
the rest of the morning daydreaming while flipping a coin randomly,
just to occupy his mind and hands.
At breakfast, General McClellan sat
and visited with him as he ate. "I wish you would give up this
peninsula campaign, and simply march south from Washington," said
Lincoln sullenly.
"General Lee has fortified every inch
of the way from that route," said McClellan. "And the distance from
the peninsula to Richmond is much shorter. I shall lose at least
twice the men with your plan." "Very well," said Lincoln, "but
winter is fast arriving. I want you in full motion before the cold
sets in."
McClellan sat and watched the man eat
in silence (he himself had already eaten). Lincoln was depressed
again, that was certain. "It has been said," said Lincoln, "that you
are diverting men from Washington to the south for treacherous
purposes. To allow," he swallowed, "to allow the Confederacy to take
the capital." McClellan immediately stood, as if at attention. "Give
me the names of these people!" he demanded.
"I'm only letting you know what I
myself was told of certain members of Congress," said Lincoln. "My
purpose is not to drive a wedge, but only to let you know that this
war must be waged in politics as well as on the battlefield."
McClellan seemed to calm down. "Now, if you give me victories, on
the peninsula or wherever, I think this will silence these rumors."
McClellan then said that he had to
get back to the army, and find out on his own, if he could, the
Congressmen who had spoken of him in such a way. After saluting
Lincoln, he called a prison guard over to let him walk through the
magnetically sealed door.
Lincoln spent the morning in the
library. The prison had an extensive law library, but very little on
military tactics, which Lincoln wanted to study for sake of making a
better commander in chief. After searching and searching for
something military, he settled on a history of the Revolutionary
War, and spent the hours reading until it was yard time.
He stood with Salmon P. Chase out by
the bench-press in the yard, taking turns doing benches with him for
about an hour. They grew tired after seven sets each, and watched
some prisoners playing basketball for the rest of the two hours of
yard time they had. "I have my doubts about General McClellan," said
Lincoln to Chase. "He doesn't seem to be curing himself of the
slows."
"Who can you replace him with?" said
Chase. "That is, I mean, assuming he's not the man for the job."
"That's the problem," said Lincoln.
"I must have somebody to replace him with." He sighed. "Did all the
great generals go south with the secession?" he asked rhetorically.
"Don't get me wrong; he has turned the army into an organized and
powerful entity. The men adore him. But I feel he loves the army too
much to put it into battle, and a general must go into battle."
Chase and Lincoln sat on a concrete
step and stared at the prisoners playing basketball. "Do you know
who's winning?" asked Chase. Lincoln laughed. "I don't think they're
taking score themselves." They sat in silence until Chase spoke
again. "Lincoln," he said, "do you ever wonder what you're doing
here?"
"What," said Lincoln, "here in this
prison?"
"Yeah," said Chase.
"I always just assumed I belonged
here," said Lincoln, "like all the rest of these prisoners. I never
really thought on it much." "Me neither," said Chase. "It just seems
like an awful burden for anyone to carry, being locked up for so
long. You know, I've been here as long as I remember."
"So have I," said Lincoln.
After lunch in their cell, Lincoln
and Chase blew each other, Lincoln being the first to go down. They
were what you call situational homosexuals, as opposed to the kind
who prefer men while in the company of women. They both had an
aversion to masturbation while in the room with someone else, while
it seemed much more natural to have social sex while in a social
setting. They neither needed nor wanted foreplay: they were both
finished in a matter of minutes. As Chase sat there and tried to get
a guard to light his cigarette, Lincoln decided to nap (he was still
somewhat depressed), and he surprised himself by actually falling
asleep for a good hour. When the hour was over, he went back to
reading his history of the Revolutionary War, and wondered what good
news the dream meant would happen today. He always had the dream
before good news.
The dream was that he was on a ferry
boat, being ferried to some distant island. He never reached the
island in the dream; he was always going toward it, well on his way
but still not quite reaching it. He often wondered what the dream
meant (some goal within his grasp, winning the war perhaps?), but he
always had it the night before getting good news. He had had the
dream before he was elected President, had had it before the Monitor
stopped the Merrimac, had had it before several ill recollected
smaller victories, and now he had it last night. He looked at his
watch: it was already past four. The good news would surely have to
come before the lights went out at ten.
At dinner Lincoln was visited by
Frederick Douglass, who urged him to free the slaves.
"Mr. President," said Douglass, "if
you announce an emancipation, the slaves of the South will not let
you lose this war. With their freedom at stake, they will rise and
win it for you."
"I cannot justify a breach of the
Constitution just yet," said Lincoln. "The war has gone on a long
time, but I fear the white soldiers will put down their arms if they
are made for fight for Negro freedom, and I doubt Congress will
stand by such a move."
Frederick Douglass left Lincoln with
his hands empty, but Lincoln himself was made angry by his words.
Why was he, Lincoln, a prisoner? Why did he, President of the United
States, lack the very freedom Douglass spoke of? These questions,
which he had never been much bothered by before, took hold of him as
he finished his dinner and watched the guards start forcing the men
into line to march back to their cells. He was suddenly furious, and
he wasn't sure why. When a guard told him to finish his dinner and
put up his tray, he threw it down on the floor. "Where's my
freedom?!" he demanded. "I am asked to free the slaves while I'm a
prisoner? Where's my freedom?!" The prisoners all stared chanting
it: Where's my freedom? Where's my freedom? It almost seemed like a
dream.
Then there was a cry that started, it
sounded like, from the warden's office, which was behind some thick
Plexiglas and down a hall from there. The cry was simple at first,
then grew and grew in magnitude, until everyone but Lincoln was
taken over and forced to chant it. "This is the world!" went the
cry. "This is all flesh!"